Monday, March 26th, 2007
eerrmmm…….its been 3 years since i entered dis club……….form 1 was full of hapiness, hope , excitement ………… reli wanted 2 do sumthing for dis club…….
Form 2 …….. i got a small pose dat i reli wanted……… tat feeling was so great tat i think i got the whole world……… Sadly, as days pass by……..things din go as smooth as i tot……….bcos of other activities i bcame irresponsible, even worst i got a warning letter…….. slowly tat big heart of mine…….. became as cold as ice …… all the feelings i had for dis club turned tremendously……….i ……… had……… lost the faith…….. i once had…….n i let every1 down………….
Form 3,tat torn heart of mine slowly mended itself baq………so i began 2 help a fren of mine 2 train his subordinates……..mayb it was tat time …….. she thinks tat there was still hope for me……at the end of the year………they need 2 elect a new board of directors…….. it was tat time…….. i realise dat……when no one believes me, she believes me, when everyone thinks dat im useless, she is the only one hu thinks dat im the best, when everyone thinks dat i only noe how 2 cos trouble, she is the only one hu thinks dat i can do everything…………..so, its bcos of her i gt dis pose……
I dunno wat can i do 2 repay her ……….but bcos of her , i noe dat i muz do the best i can…….. eventough i dunno y im still fighting for tat club………. as days passed……. not only me…….. other directors began 2 lost hope……. i can oni say tat i will try my best 2 accomplish wat my post offers me……. i wont bother anything tat doesnt relate 2 my post……….
2 b honest , i was once an irresponsible, hot tempered n rebelious person…….. but bcos of her…… slowly i learned 2 think b4 i do anything…….. n controling my temper(stil needs time)……..but mayb its bcos of my pass reputation…… some ppl stil dun believes me…….but its ok ……… i will do wat i hav 2 do…..
But honestly……… for this club 2 improve….. changes need 2 be made…………or it will b worst day by day………. but wif the new teacher advisor……… i hav faith tat these changes can bcom true……….but the last dicision still lies on the BOD’s hands……. hope they will understand……. cos their decision reli will decide the clubs fate………. hope they make the rite dicision……
Btw…….. form4 n 3 board members plz stay strong ……. wait for those changes we had been longing for………… a new day will come for dis club if we all stick together……..
