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It started somewhere around form 2, when our friendship juz started…….. it was a simple yet meaningful friendship ……

Well, i think the line between us started 2 fracture piece by piece…….. hu noes wat had happened in between……. Society? Love? Homework?

Honestly I reli wanted this friendship 2 last……. n so is HZ …. We did anything tat were capable 2 pull bec the distance ……… but wat we get in return is…. ‘hu cares’, ‘watever’, ‘yeah right’ ………. stick those words rite in2 our faces  ……………

Haizzz, honestly …… there isnt much time left ………. u guys can waste the time we hav left by quarelling, back stabbing n all sorts of stuff ……… but FYI …….. its our turn 2 say HU CARES ……. its yur life, u decide how u 1 2 watse it ……… it reli hav nth 2 do wif us……. but if u dun 1 2 appriciate it 2gether, then fine……

Actually wats the point of tryin 2 hold it for so long?? Im still wondering wat we did even entered yur minds for a quick second………. I heard an old sayin something about accepting wat yur frens are …….. BULLSHIT!!!! ……… Wats the point of accepting them if they dun even treat u as a fren ……… Toleration…. where is it?? Friendship……. still there? Caring frens….. lost? Sacrifices…..Gone?? …………

Well ……… if u reli think dat this is the way u 1 2 preserve our friendship…… fine, hav it yur way ……… i dun 1 2 b any part of it ……. Keep it 2 yurselves ……… im better of wif 2 best frens ……..

Just so u noe………… there’s only 1 year left for us 2 b in a school TOGETHER before we leave each other ………. Its yur decision …… yur choice …… yur path ………

eerrmmm…….its been 3 years since i entered dis club……….form 1 was full of hapiness, hope , excitement ………… reli wanted 2 do sumthing for dis club…….

Form 2 …….. i got a small pose dat i reli wanted……… tat feeling was so great tat i think i got the whole world……… Sadly, as days pass by……..things din go as smooth as i tot……….bcos of other activities i bcame irresponsible, even worst i got a warning letter…….. slowly tat big heart of mine…….. became as cold as ice …… all the feelings i had for dis club turned tremendously……….i ……… had……… lost the faith…….. i once had…….n i let every1 down………….

Form 3,tat torn heart of mine slowly mended itself baq………so i began 2 help a fren of mine 2 train his subordinates……..mayb it was tat time …….. she thinks tat there was still hope for me……at the end of the year………they need 2 elect a new board of directors…….. it was tat time…….. i realise dat……when no one believes me, she believes me, when everyone thinks dat im useless, she is the only one hu thinks dat im the best, when everyone thinks dat i only noe how 2 cos trouble, she is the only one hu thinks dat i can do everything…………..so, its bcos of her i gt dis pose……

I dunno wat can i do 2 repay her ……….but bcos of her , i noe dat i muz do the best i can…….. eventough i dunno y im still fighting for tat club………. as days passed……. not only me…….. other directors began 2 lost hope……. i can oni say tat i will try my best 2 accomplish wat my post offers me……. i wont bother anything tat doesnt relate 2 my post……….

2 b honest , i was once an irresponsible, hot tempered n rebelious person…….. but bcos of her…… slowly i learned 2 think b4 i do anything…….. n controling my temper(stil needs time)……..but mayb its bcos of my pass reputation…… some ppl stil dun believes me…….but its ok ……… i will do wat i hav 2 do…..

But honestly……… for this club 2 improve….. changes need 2 be made…………or it will b worst day by day………. but wif the new teacher advisor……… i hav faith tat these changes can bcom true……….but the last dicision still lies on the BOD’s hands……. hope they will understand……. cos their decision reli will decide the clubs fate………. hope they make the rite dicision……

Btw…….. form4 n 3 board members plz stay strong ……. wait for those changes we had been longing for………… a new day will come for dis club if we all stick together……..

Wow, my 1st blog ………… hehe,1 2  write 1 special blog bout me n the other 32 of my good frens……….

well, it all started 5 weeks ago ………… me , wai loon ,n CAI BAO r responsible 2 train up a team of 30 members 2 enter our school’s marching competition………

After 3 days , we’ve found 30 members hu r the best 2 represent PBSM…………

From tat day onwards, all we ever do was train our marching skills…. altough it sounds easy 2 u guys out there hu does’nt reli noe bout marching……… but in reality it reli is a tough job for the 3 of us…………..

During dis 5 weeks…. all of us had been through a lot of tough experinces ………… some of my frens had tuition lessons which clashed wif our marching training ……… so they had 2 change their tuition lesson’s time again n again …….. i noe tat they r all tired , cos all they do is study n march , study n march …………. i feel like i am toturing them ……….

Other than tat….. some of them hav parents which gave them a lot of pressure ………… bcos of tat, some of the members even cried bcos they sacrificed to much for marching ……….

2 be honest, the 3 of us have’nt done a good job ourselves ……….. 2 them, we r their leaders ……. we need 2 be responsible for all of our members ………. i admit tat i did not do a good job cos i failed 2 find a better time for them 2 pratice marching, failed 2 cut down their pressure, failed 2 make them happy during practices , failed 2 keep them from getting harmed ………….

2 weeks b4 the competition …….. wai loon n me came up wif a formation which is …… errmm….. less perfect ………. this formation is even worse compared 2 the scout’s ……… bcos of tat our members felt reli ashamed 2 be in this formation ……… at the same time ……. wai loon’s mum is sent into the hospital bcos of Denggi ………. its quite impossible for him 2 think up another formation ………. so i decided 2 ‘modify’ our original formation ………. wif the help of our former board members -Zhe Xin n Kah Ling we made up a better formation ………… n we taught dis formation 2 the members at the last week …….. ZX n KL felt very happy cos the members liked the formation n their spirits r comin baq rapidly ………. all of us felt reli happy ………. but the problems did not end here

The next day, when we r practising in the school field …….. we saw tat the Scouts had changed their formation ………. wat reli made the members angry is tat they copied 80%of the formation from our NGO competition n claimed tat we r the ones hu copied theirs………. im not pointing fingers or anything ………. cos some of my best frens r in the scouts - John, Hwa Zien n many more ….. the 1 hu is reli angry is the other vice commander - Cai Bao …..

but its ok, cos the scout’s formation is reli great ………….. im speachless…………. but seeing their new formation, our members became down again ……………

Wat makes me happy is tat some of our members wrote chainmails which encourage them…….. this messages reli helped a lot ………….

The day b4 the competition ………. we had a rehersal of the real competition ……… well… PBSM did errmmm…. ok …. but there r still room for improvements ……… so wai loon is reli worried …………. so he scolded them ………. but i noe he is just nervous …………

Finally, the day we had been waitin for has arrived ……………….. We gathered in the PBSM room 2 wear our uniforms ………….some of them even came late…….. hehe, cant blame them cos they need 2 prepare their food for the sports day food fair

1.30pm we gathered in front of the field……… everybody wants 2 win badly …….. i’ve never seen them so energetic …….. 2.00pm the competition finally started ……everybody is nervous ……… im the flag holder n CAI BAO is the board holder …….. MAN!!! r we nervous …………..So there goes us ……….. we marched around the field ……showed our formation 2 the proud owner of nan hwa - Mr Tan Kea Keat ………… n stopped behind the flags for 25 min …..poor poor Jocelynn is sick at tat time so at the last few minutes she became diizy n had 2 rest……. lukily the sun was’nt tat hot tat day …………..o her condition will be worse ………… but she is reli tough …… alot of boys falled b4 her …………..

So tats it ……… 5 wweks of hard work just 2 compete for 15 min …….. so unfair …………

After tat the members went 2 the food fair n enjoyed themselves ………  as for me ……. i was sleepin in the PBSM room the whole time ………. n 2 be honest, i was sure tat we will lose this competition …………

5.40……. b4 gathering 2 hear the results…… kah ling n sock tean told me tat we got second place ……… aiiihh…. actually at tat time, i’ve predicted it 2 be like dis ………. so im just a little dissapointed ………

5.45 …….. the results are out ……. the announcer said….. Tempat pertama bagi kategori kawad kaki badan beruniform ……ialah ……. Persatuan………. BULAN SABIT MERAH!!!!!! WAT THE HECK!!!!!!! i was so shocked tat …………i …… errmm ……hehe u dun need 2 noe……. but i was reli reli happy , tat goes for the rest of the members 2 ……….. they r all screaming n shouting ….. some even cried……… hahaha………. wat a day 2 remember ………. all our hardwork, tears n sweat …….. just for 1st place………. this feling is reli priceless………

My thoughts : A big Thank You 2 the 30 members hu made this success possible…….. my Ketua - Wai loon, my partner - CAI BAO, our bekas - Zhe Xin , Kah Ling , Sock Tean,Yee Mei, Ze Yang, Ah Bee, Chin Guan n Zai Yang ……………

without u guys this would’nt be possible ………… u all muz believe tat PBSM is always the best …………. i reli thank you all for your support…….. hope we can work together again next year